Life update
I wonder if diaryland will still exist when I’m 50? I hope so.
Why am I here, I guess as an escape from life and jot down thoughts that I can read back in another ten years.
The last year has been a whirlwind. After 10 years of marriage we finally conceived our little ray of hope. She’s now 14 months old. New motherhood is hard but she’s so unbelievably amazing.
And then in May (during lockdown I lost our second baby at 9 weeks). I had to carry the baby for another 4 weeks due to Covid restrictions at the hospital. Weekly scans, just to be certain. Covid swabs and then finally a procedure to remove the pregnancy. There was no heartbeat. The baby stopped growing at six weeks.
It’s been the hardest time of my life. Triggering anxiety which I’ve never experienced before. 11 weeks on from
The procedure and therapy is helping. Still no period though. Doctors appointments aplenty though.
So for now, signing out again. Hopefully for not as long next time.
2:53 p.m. - Monday, Aug. 24, 2020
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